Thinking of You

Thinking of You
By Gristelle D. Marzan


The night is so cold
And I’m thinking of you
I am now too old
But I still loving you

I keep on reminiscing
The moments we shared
It is you that I’m missing
And the times we spared

Life was ungrateful
We didn’t last long
But I am hopeful
That again you will come along

Like Romeo and Juliet and Casanova
I promise to you that we will dance together in Bosa nova

Author:
Gristelle D. Marzan
MC07500341
Bachelor of Science in Information Technology
AMA Computer College-Makati Campus



Philosophy of the Week

Author:
Ms. Mary Ann Laban
Huma02 BA

Philosophy for the Week

Don't try to cover the dirt in your face by using powder,
And be yourself as you are and don't be afraid of showing it of!

This philosophy always comes in my mind this week. I don't know why I am afraid of accepting the fact that. These things are simple but very hard to do. When we are conscious in our appearance we always say that we cannot please someone.

2nd Week Application

Prelim Examination Week. Many things happened. Stresses appear in every student that is busy in their lives. Sometimes were forgetting to call God for help. It's easy for us to say that we love God but how can we prove that it is true if in just a single matter of saying the truth we lie? After our examination, its Ash Wednesday, we decided to attend a mass. In the sermon of the priest he always telling that we should slap our face to wake up in the fact that we should know. When I heard it, I think I am one of the people he talking with that matter. I think what I always want is to praise. In fact I am happy doing it always. Now I realized that things are possible if we are sincere dong it. For God nothing impossible if we have faith in him.



A DARK DAY

A Dark Day
By Mr. Anonymous


Being here is not a lucky thing because it is dark, cold and quiet. Before I met you, my life is not complete but happy. But when I met you at first you is just an ordinary friend to me. Time goes by and I felt a little happiness when I’m at your side. At first I thought it is normal but then and then I felt that I’m falling for you. And when I collect all the guts I have, I finally say that I’m in love with you even I know that you have a boyfriend but I can’t force my heart not to love you and then it happens. I pick to stay by your side and love you even I know that you have a human boyfriend. And then months past by and many things happens, things that we can’t imagine. And then that this time has come, you left me. This time I feel lonely and I think the world left me behind by not thinking the status of one of my friend back in my high school. He is in darkest part of his life. After all my life now is not that dark. Please join me to pray for the goodness of condition of my friend Francis Edward Resoor. Thanks for the prayers…
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Murmurs of the Sea by Nikko Borac

Murmurs at the Sea
By Nikko P. Borac

As the sun awakes in its horizon’s line,
And the morning falls, and then the sun goes shine
I touch its blowing wind and then feel its breeze
Makes my body and soul, feel shiver and freeze

I hear the sound of the murmurs at the sea,
Like a beast crippling in the trunks of a tree
I saw the sea creatures playing as a child,
Endangered to creatures on the land of wild

From the deep blue sea I hear a lovely voice,
A beautiful song of siren that rejoice
Above the water, I saw a chirping swan
Swaying through the currents like a turtle’s run

Finally, the night falls then the sun went west,
A tempest starts and whirlpools formed at rest
I feel the doom at the middle of darkness,
Destroying the entire sea and its mildness

Series of strong waves touches us and calls,
Like an angry mob raging to high great walls
I feel the power of the Poseidon’s wrath
Turns the sea water into a venom bath

I’m awaken from darkness of yesterday
And I see those dead creatures like a dead prey
I took my hand into the heart of the sea,
I cannot feel its beat, so the end… I see

Then I close my eyes so I can hear something
Those lovely voices from a siren who sing
Murmurs at the sea whose voices are angel,
Will never heard again, until all us fell


Name: Borac, Nikko P.
Student No.: MC06500111
Degree Program/Yr: BSCoE/2

Subject: ENGL08

You



You

By Lou Ysabel Nicole L. Abuid



My life is filled with sufferings and pain

Trying my best to go through the rain

Reality shows that I won’t survive

Because I can’t help myself for me to strive

But even though at times, the world is against me

I still feel lucky because You were there for me.



LOVE TAKES TIME

“Love takes time”
By Evie Mae Bautista


I can't imagine how the two of us started to know each other. All I know is there's something in you that make me feel fine. I believe that “love takes time”, because for me it is still best to wait for the one you love rather than settle for the one who is around because life is too short to waist on the wrong one. All I can say is take time to listen to your heart sometimes. You need not to ask yourself who you really love most. But ask yourself who really makes you happy and makes you fell love too. Because Sometimes loving could be so painful and difficult. But it’s amazing to know that no matter how hard it is. Loving someone is still the simplest reason why we always find our self smiling...!!
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She

SHE
By Loraine Bartolo
She's someone who lifts me up
In times that I want to give up
She's my inspiration in every step I made
Someone who hears me when I call
Always understand and give her smile
Everytime I fall shes always there
Someone who never turn her back
She's always there to wipe my tears
Who always guiding and helping me
Someone who never forgets and never leave
She's my everything,my mother,my bestfriend
my strength and my life.

Loraine W.Bartolo
MC05500255 BSIT-3rd yr
ENGLO8

MY FAULT

MY FAULT
by Dale Pascual



It wasn't my fault for not knowing you.
It wasn't my fault when you came into my life.
It wasn't my fault to know you.
It wasn't my fault to love you.
But it was my fault to feel in pain right now, when you're gone.

Yah, I did love you! But you never felt nor even knew it.
Because loving you was the only thing that can make me happy.
As you inspired my life to go on.

And now it was my fault.
My fault on why my life is happening like this.
Happening because of you.

But still I’m happy.
Happy because, for JUST only a limited time, you let me know you.
Knowing you is my greatest mistake to be happy.
But it wasn’t my fault for letting you know me.
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TO AN UNKNOWN KUYA (ENGLISH VERSION)


TO AN UNKNOWN KUYA*

By Marlon B. Raquel


*This poem was originally written in Filipino. This was translated into English by Jonathan Estrada, whom I consider to be one of my friends who is close to my heart. 


In each chapter of life
Pain and hardship come your way
But if God be your guide

He will take away the hardship and turn them into victories

In each chapter of life
People come for different purposes and reasons
Others bring pain and sadness
But there are those who bring joy and will lead you to God

It is such a sweet and wonderful thought and feeling
When you have someone whom you can trust
Someone who understands your mistakes
Above all, someone who will love you without any reservations

O this friend whom I just came to know,
In the short time we were together
Through tears and laughter, he was always with me.
I earnestly pray that he not go away.

Whenever this friend of mine enters my thoughts
I cannot help but to shed a tear.
I treat him as my friend who is there to give me good advice.
Best of all, he became my true Kuya.

I call him my Kuya.
Affectionate, generous and loves to laugh,
I truly miss his hugs
That is why I shed a tear, whenever I remember him.

I would also like to thank another person
Who also became part of my life.
If not for him, I would not have been able to meet my Kuya.
It is also because of him that I learned many things in this world.

Life is indeed playfully unpredictable.
Undesirable events bring anxiety and fear.
Thanks be to Jesus, who is Pastor and Head.
Giver of joy and strength, His Holy Spirit is.

I pray to Almighty God
That He provide strength and vigor to him.
Even if my Kuya and I are apart for a long time,
I pray that nothing will hinder the desires of his heart.

My mind and my heart will never forget
The memories that my Kuya left
Though it be painful that I go away
I am ready to accept this circumstance because it is truth.

Kuya, if you go away, what will be left of me?
My childlikeness, when will it change?
Thank you so much
For coming into my life this early.

O God, our Guide on all things
I offer you our lives, us three
Your gift of love, brotherhood, and friendship
I will never forget, even in the life hereafter.

Doormat, No More!

Doormat, No More!
By Argie May Aprueldo

To nice for your own good?
One girl shows how she learned to speak up to yourself


The people who know me now would probably have a hard time imagining me being shy and reserved but believe me, I was shy. When I was younger, I hated it when people called me “Too nice.” Translation: “You’re a doormat, dear.” Perhaps it had something to do with the fact that I was the new girl in school. Suddenly, a sea of new faces surrounded me and I had to learn to get along with everyone. (On the first day of school, I distinctly remember being one of two girls not in uniform. I was mortified!)

It started innocently enough. I’d give way to others or let them borrow things. While I was trying my best to blend in with everyone else, I ignored that a little voice inside of me that rebelled against the docile and passive person that I was turning myself into. Gradually, I learned that my sharing nature had a number of drawbacks – I met girls, who wanted me to share a little more than I was willing to. They wanted me to share test answers and would give me little signals while the teachers weren’t looking. I found myself being used, and disliking confrontations. I became a pacifist. It must just so much easier to go along with everyone else, so much easier to go move with the wind and not against it. Like everyone else, I was afraid of rejection.

Unlike boys, girls are subtler when it comes to letting you know they don’t like you. And this very subtlety is even more scathing than an outright expression of dislike. I feared getting loathsome glare, the ostracism, and the deliberate loud remark behind your back. I saw it done to others and I didn’t ever want to be on the receiving end of such treatment. So I let things happen even if I didn’t agree with them and kept quiet even when I knew I should’ve spoken up. I lacked in the confidence department. But on the upside, my grades were all right. I adjusted as well as I do.

As year passed, the adviser of the class would tell the parents more or less the same thing. “She’s a really good student…yada yada yada… but she should speak up more” or “She needs to learn to express herself.” I swear the teachers conspired to say then same things. But of course, deep down, I always knew they had a point. By seventh grade, I was tired of it all. I was tired of being a nice girl. I was tired of letting other people have their away while I had to adjust. I was tired of not speaking my mind. It came to the point that I looked at myself in the mirror and I frowned at the girl I saw in the reflection. I couldn’t figure out who she was. And I knew I had to work through the shyness to find out. As trite as it sounds, I resolved that high school would be different.

I exerted a conscious effort to assert myself more. Whenever I felt I was about to lose my nerve, I’d ask myself, “What’s the worst thing that I could happen?” I knew I had something to offer and I wasn’t about to let a snide remark, a patronizing look, or my fear of being ridiculed keep me from reaching my goals. I stopped letting people step all over me. Was it easy? Oh, no. It took some getting used to. I also learned to take my cue from other girls who were more outspoken. I admired their confidence and intelligence and learned from them. In time, I found my own voice and relished being able to use.

I learned that my ideas and opinions were valuable and were appreciated. I gained confidence and learned to get along with different kinds of people without having to let go of my principles. I developed true friendships and shared with them the real me. It just goes to show how a conscious choice to change can really make a difference. I still do get those pangs of shyness and discomfort, but the difference is, I know how to deal with them. I also can’t say I know exactly who the girl in the reflection is. That will take years of experience to figure out. But you could say I have a better idea of who I am.

Just recently, I looked at myself in the mirror and found my reflection smiling back at me. I like the person I am today.

A Father Only In Name

A FATHER ONLY IN NAME


AUTHOR:
ABUID, LOU YSABEL NICOLE L
HUMA01 – I2
MC06500033

Today, we are aware that not all of us share the same idea about good and evil. It is because of various factors to consider; like different surroundings, groups, religions, cultures, habits, etc. But we know that though we have this great knowledge, we still have the common knowledge that certain aspect of responsibility and duty must be practiced accordingly.

Here is a common opinion that to preserve the dignity of a family as a home, the members must perform their duties and obey with their obligations within it. Here are some thoughts that the head of the family or the FATHER must stand for the maintenance of the so-called home, because if the father will not do his duty for sure the rest of the members will be demoralized and will be in danger. A real and true father is not a PHILANDERING HUSBAND to his wife, because if he is, their relationship will be in trouble.

A real father to his kids must be a good example for he is the most influential one to his family members. We are not saying that a father must be perfect but he should be in full responsibility and control of his actions so that the rest will follow his examples and be in the right track. The family is above personal and financial gains. It is not also a reason for a father to claim that he is BUSY FOR FINANCIAL FACTORS and leave his family behind because not everything is associated with money. What counts is that the father should be in the family and help his wife, rearing their children.

Think of the bad example that a father gives to his children, all of his sons follow his way of life and make wives miserable. This was discussed in the book entitle: WHY SHATTERED MARRIAGE? One very revealing fact has been brought to light by recent studies of representative groups all over the world, that Men have vices. Some smoke, drink but some men love to have MORE THAN ONE WOMAN IN THEIR LIFES. Chances are if the father is a philanderer, the SON may follow in his footsteps”. And “Marriage is no guarantee that a man, the husband or the father will commit himself to his wife and their kids for life. It takes hard work to keep marriage.”

With this that father must be a father in actions, in deeds and in moral entities not a father only in NAME.

POLITICAL KILLINGS
Author:

Manny S. Tejano
HUMA01/I2



It is very said to think the continuous killing of our friends that are members of the civil society group and in the media industry. This group has nothing to do, but to express their rights, grievances and complaints against to some of the corrupt leader of our government. That fact is who is executing this people? It is very clear, that in our constitution law it say’s that every one of us has the right to express our rights, grievances and complaints.

The family of this people suffers a lot, they don’t know if they can find justice to the victims. I’m asking favor to the government a prompt attention regarding this issue, also to the agency which the government assigned to solve this case, that they will conduct a fair investigation to these happenings. And I’ am hoping, that in the end justice will prevail.


"So many questions?..... I Need Answers!!!"

“So Many Questions?..... I Need Answers!!!”
by: Rico Baña


Each of us has a purpose or a reason that’s why we’re here.
Everytime that I’m alone, there’s many questions comes to my mind.
I know everyone had so many questions in life and
I’m one of those people who had so many questions.
That needs so many answers to those questions
Why? What? Where? When? and How?

The question of why I’m here?
Why Gods create me?
Why I’m studying?
Why I should be this?
Why do I love?
Why now not tomorrow?
Why it is the answer?

The question of what is my purpose of living?
What should I be?
What is my real goal in life?
What is my future behind those?
What is the answer?

The question where should I step?
Where is the love?
Where’s the freedom?
Where should I found the right one?
Where’s the answer?

The question when is the time to have the freedom?
When is the time for love and success?
When is the time to surrender?
When is the time for happiness?
When should I know the answer?

And the question of how to love right?
How to be successful?
How it affects me?
How do I able to survive on this world?
How should I know all the answer to all my questions?


“Hoping to have those answers in time”

WHAT IS BEAUTY IF THE BRAIN IS EMPTY?


YASAY, PAOLO JAY M,
Student, Bachelor of Science in Computer Science
MC06500157
HUMA01 – C2



There are so many physically beautiful girls but in mentally inside, they are not smart enough and have a bad posture. And that’s a turn-off for us boys. So, my word of wisdom is “What is beauty if the brain is empty?” from the word itself, beauty and brains. The girl should have that kind of stuff so that the people will amaze and be proud of!

Many of us boys are most likely to have a relationship with a beautiful girl rather than ugly or so-called simple girl, isn’t it? What if that girl is not that talented and can’t help you, instead, you will always help her to that kind of thing. I think the boy wants only to have a sexual relationship with the girl, right? So, if your beautiful, then prove it to the people that you’re beautiful, not just your poise, but your posture as well because it was a shame to you that you’re beautiful but doesn’t have brains. That was a bash to you!

What if I’m the girl and has that “good-looking” thing, I’ll be so proud because there are many girls wish that they have that type of physical figure. So, I will not put down that figure, study hard, and be truthful, honest… All the good postures should be in you!

I have a friend, and she’s my neighbor. She’s not beautiful that much but she has the brains to carry herself. Although I do not know her yet, I feel that she will be successful in
her life and be able to achieve her goal.
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WHY I WANT TO BECOME A NURSE

Why I Want to Become a Nurse?*


*(I wrote this essay as requested by my friend in the US.)



Each of us chooses something for a reason. I am not an exception. The field of nursing has long interested me because of my compassion and desire to help those individuals who are sick. For one thing, I cannot afford to see any member of my family and friends to suffer from an illness or physical disability. I am well aware that to venture in such profession is risky and challenging at the same time. It is risky because I have to expose myself to different kinds of communicable diseases. It is a challenging because it covers a lot of subjects to be studied ranging from the human anatomy to courses like mathematics. But I am very much eager to accept such challenge in my life. In the first place, I love challenges. Being a nurse someday is the best vision that I could see upon myself.

Nurses are considered to be the backbone of health care in the United States. They play an important role by proving health care assistance to patients. I know from the fact that our world today is desperately in need of nursing professionals who will take care of the healthcare assistance of people. This is from the fact that there is a shortage of nurses, perhaps this is cause by the increasing number of population today. And in this aspect, I want to become part of this endeavor – to care for the needs of these people especially the elderly.


I would also want to become a nurse to educate patients how they should manage their sick family members at home. I believe that education is a vital component of man’s existence and that learning is an endless quest for knowledge. No other thing could be equally important I think that to teach people how to identify symptoms of diseases that need medical attention. This is an important role of the nurse as well as educating all people involved with the ailing person. Helping other people is priceless. One cannot buy help. Nurses will forever be remembered for the noble acts of goodness they do to people.

If I will be given a chance, I would also want to enhance my knowledge and skills by acquiring further training in nursing. I am willing to attend symposia, conferences, and pursue higher learning in nursing education. I think that I am physically, mentally, and emotionally ready for a new pace of my life in the field of nursing.

I know that there are so many professions today that I could choose from but the field of nursing appeals to my personality and capabilities as a person. No other noble task in this world that helping save the lives of other people.



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--The King’s Rebel--

LIFE IS NOT ALL ABOUT GOOD THINGS

Life is not all about good things. Sometimes (and for others, this may happen often time) we are being "harrassed" with problems and circumstances that lead us to discouragement. We should never expect to live without worries. The main fact is we are living in a fallen world.


But this doesn't mean we will never experience good things. It is up to us to reach the things we've been dreaming for. The future is for us. It belongs to us.
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AMA Computer University Foundation Day

























Christmas Party of my Rizal Class (December 15, 2007)











we really never know what we're really looking for


i do not know if you agree with me:
sometimes (and for others, often),
we really never know
what we're looking for
in this world...
we are bit confused..
as we go on with our life,
we mix up things and
confuse the fantasies withthe reality

The Great Oblation Run 2007




Here comes another day of showcasing some flesh to the world--with the blood of nationalism in the hearts of the participants--The Great Oblation Run.

Here's what Wikipedia says about this event:

Today, the Oblation is commemorated annually during the Oblation Run....
Members of the Alpha Phi Omega, one of the prominent U.P. fraternities, run around the campus naked (a concept
known as streaking).

This is also done to protest their sentiments about a current political
or economic situation. The date, December 16th, was selected in honor of the
International Founding of Alpha Phi Omega.

Contrary to popular belief, neophytes are forbidden to run. "All those who run are full-fledged members who have volunteered" are allowed to run, explains Ojie Santillan, the fraternity's Auxiliary Chancellor. "There is a misconception that the Oblation Run is something our neophytes have to undergo as part of their initiation. That’s not true. We never allow our applicants to join."


***Photos taken from www.bikoy.net****

The Makati Crisis Today

Here comes another coup d'etat.. Today, November 29, 2007 will forever be remembered by Filipinos. This date, for sure, will be part of the Philippine history books in the future... That another attempt to topple down the Chief Executive of the Republic of the Philippines, led by then Army officer, Senator Antonio Trillanes IV.. Some call this Makati Crisis as The Manila Peninsula Seige for the reason that the coup takes place at this hotel.. Others call it The Manila Peninsula Mutiny and perhaps it was patterned after the The Oakwood Mutiny, which was also led by Trillanes last 2003..

The central theme of the Manila Peninsula Mutiny: calling for the ouster of President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo.. This issue is not new to us.. I just wonder why the group of Trillanes use the term "Magdalo" to refer themselves, same name the rebels during the Oakwood Mutiny used... If we are going to trace back the political history of the Philippines, the Magdalo group has been in questioned.. Magdalo has been one of the factions of the revolutionary forces during the American Regime headed by Emilio Aguinaldo.. And it was this group who was said to be the responsible for killing Andres Bonifacio, the Katipunan Supremo and the leader of the Magdiwang group... Why should the mutineers use this name? Is this a betrayal? I still don't know...

I just hope that this issue will be settled down as soon as possible.. This will surely affect our economy and political stability.. Trillanes has been part of the UP community, a student of public administration from the National College of Public Administration and Governance of U.P. Diliman... The former UP President Dodong Nemenzo was also present during the mutiny.. I do not know if he has a direct involvement, but he is a supporter (and an adviser to that matter) of Trillanes... As I watched the Breaking News of ABS-CBN, i began contemplating how U.P. shaped her students... Who is the founder of Moro National Liberation Front? Nur Misuari.. What about the Communist Party of the Philippines? It is Jose Maria Sison.. Both personalities were UP graduates and served their Alma Mater as professors... As an alumnus of this premiere university, I am so much concerned with how the students are train the way they should believe in, the way they should go in the later years of their lives...


Hope that we will live in peace, harmony, and prosperity and not chaos, economic and political instabilities..


THE KIND OF WORLD WE HAVE TODAY

Today, we live in a world that demands urgency. People are always in hurry. We want immediate gratification of our urges and desires. If not satisfied, we're hurt. Hence, we fail to enjoy the goodness of life.


Today, we live in a world of violence and chaos. Bombings in the diferent parts of the globe and suicidal attacks frighten the whole citizenry. To localized this scenario, malls such as Glorietta and SM have been the target of terrorist attacks. Worse than this was the blast that had happened just recently in the Batasan. Yes, even the House of Representatives of the Republic of the Philippines, which is supposed to have a tight security measures to protect our beloved legislators, is not free from such violence.


Today, we live in a world whose governments have been instruments of corruption. The moment we entered the society, we agreed to bound ourselves together for our betterment and thus establishing a government that would protect us and build a just and humane society and administration of justice. Unfortunately, more often than not, we are just blinded by the masquerades of those who occupy the bureaucracy. Corrupt government officials should be thrown into the dungeons of lions and tigers alike.


Today, we live in a world of mediocrity. People seem to be satisfied with the average and mediocre things this life offers. "In the first place, why should work hard and excel if I am contented with what I have?", argues the person. This is foolishness. We are created for excellence. Each one of us has the potential to soar above the skies like an eagle. But one thing that we must always remember: just remain humble.


Now, what then? To you, my dear reader, I am telling you: you can make a difference. Do whatever is true, pure, and noble. You have your conscience. Use your conscience. You have your God. He created you according to His image. He may be your Guide always.
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COMMENCEMENT ADDRESS

*Delivered during the commencement exercises of Justimbaste – Remandaban National High School, Tabontabon, Leyte on the 30th day of March 2007

*Guest Speaker: Marlon Bignotea Raquel, Fellow (Master of Arts in Demography) of the University of the Philippines Population Institute, UP Diliman, Quezon City with the funding support from The David and Lucile Packard Foundation, Inc.


Thank you Ma’am Irene for your kind introduction. Our honorable Mayor Priscilla R. Justimbaste, our energetic secondary school principal, Mrs. Teresita V. Coquia, honored guests, parents, visitors, and most importantly, graduates of Class 2007 of Justimbaste-Remandaban National High School, warm greetings to each and every one of you.

In this memorable occasion of your life, I am honored to be asked to deliver a commencement address to you today. Actually, I was not expecting that I will be the one to speak before you. What I expect is that I will be the guest speaker next year, two years after my college graduation just as what Ma’am Coquia had told me once when we talked. When I bought my plane ticket, I was so excited that at last, I will be delivering a message as a guest speaker to the graduates of Jabong Elementary School where I graduated from, not realizing that my joy and excitement will be tripled later on when I was about to be informed that I would also be sharing a commencement address to you, young graduates of Justimbaste – Remandaban National High School. So I heartily extend my gratitude and thanksgiving to Ma’am Coquia and our teachers for choosing me as the guest speaker today. Thank you so much, Ma’am and Sir!

Current visions of preparing students for the 21st century advocate that students must be enabled and empowered in the present and for the future. The theme for this year's commencement exercises "Student Empowerment towards Greater Productivity (Lakas ng Kabataan Tungo sa Maunlad na Kinabukasan) is thus very timely. Filipino adolescents are growing in number. The latest 2000 Census counted 15.1 million adolescents aged 15-24 years old and is estimated to reach 30 million by 2030. Of 15.1 million adolescents, 62.8% ages 15-19 are studying in schools in 1994 and increased to 67.8% in 2002, as revealed by the Young Adult Fertility and Sexuality (YAFS) study conducted by the UP Population Institute in UP Dililan, Quezon City where I preently taking up my master's degree. These figures show that our parents have the unwavering desire to educate their children. I salute and congratulate our parents who are here today for their efforts despite cycles of economic difficulties experienced in the last few decades. You really deserve to be honored in this occasion.

As a political scientist brought up in UP environment, the word "power" is not new to me. We discussed it every class meeting. And even beyond the four corners of the classroom, power was often the center of our discussions. It is not the magical powers that you usually see in televisions such that of Super Twins or Power Rangers, or any other fantasy movie. Student empowerment has something to do with the ability of the studdents to take control over their lives and valued resources through development of social skills and allowing them to freely exercise their own powers and responsibilities. Teachers are encouraged to share powers with their students instead of dominating or controlling them. To our dear teachers, continue developing the potentials of your students. They need you. Empowering students is not just something that can be turned on and off but needs to be consistent and persuasive. I am very grateful to our dear teachers of this institution for helping me develop my skills--in both academic and leadership. Without them, I may not be here speaking before you today. They deserve honor and respect for inculcating the value of education to us.

To the graduates of Class 2007, I am so proud of you. Congratulations! You have completed high school education. Check that off to-do list, you’re off to great start but it is only high school. Your education and life has only begun. Remember the past days and years, look back and relish these memories forever, but don’t forget the future. Don’t linger in the past. It’s time, graduates, to move on towards bigger and better things, a brighter future.

I remember five years ago during our high school commencement exercise, in this same place, that one of my teachers (who is here today) gave me a bookmark after I delivered my valedictory address. A powerful quote is written on it which says, “Believe in God and believe in yourself, together you can do unbelievable things.” Imagine how this quote became a source of inspiration to me since that moment and until now. It became a guiding principle in my life. The Philippines, as a nation, has been known worldwide, as the only country in the whole continent of Asia which is pre-dominated by Christians. In fact, the latest 2000 Census reveals that about 85 percent of Filipinos are Christians. Personally, I am proud to be a Christian. I am thankful that God is always there for me. I went through a lot of difficulties when I was still a college student, but God has been my Helper and Comforter. (Share some life experiences.) No matter how intelligent, successful, famous, handsome or famous you are, if you don’t acknowledge God in your life, it makes no sense. To paraphrase the statement of the famous scientist Blaise Pascal, he said that if “I believe in God and you do not believe in His existence and it was proven that there is no God at all, then that’s okay. But if it will be proven that there is God Who sees every man in this vast universe, you’re the loser and I’m the winner.” To our dear graduates, as you go out the portals of your beloved Alma Mater, always remember to seek God in your life and make Him your topmost priority and all things you desire will go well with you.

The second part of the quote I just mentioned earlier says, “Believe in yourself.” Believing in yourself is very vital in order to accomplish what you want. Do not be afraid of the unknown. Extract the best of you. Strive for excellence. You’ve got your whole life in front of you. People won’t always be nice to you, things may not always come easy, and life won’t always be fair. It’s going to be tough times, I won’t lie, but you’ll get through, you’ll figure it out. (Share some life experience). Do not loose hope, please. Never give up. Keep trying. I know each and every one of you is an amazing person. I just hope that you will live up to the fullest potential and change the world. Do not be intimated by the people around you. Do not allow people to look down on you just because you are young, just because you are poor or just because you are not as intelligent as they are for they are just like you, running in a race called life journey. If your faith in God is as strong as a fortified city, and you firmly believe in yourself without a doubt, I am telling you right now: You can do unbelievable things – things you’ve never imagined before!

Be thankful to the people around you. You have to look back to the people who helped you and will be helping you build your dreams. I am the only one in the nine children of my family who completed a four year-bachelor’s degree in college. And as my father used to say, I just kept on going and going and going. Although I earned that privilege through hard work and perseverance, I know that I could not have succeeded without that great cloud of witnesses upon whose shoulders I stood. So please allow me to take this opportunity to thank the following people and institutions who have helped me a lot. First and foremost is my immediate family and relatives who tirelessly and unselfishly helping me throughout my 21 years of existence in this world of ours. I really salute my father and mother for the moral support they always give me especially in times of troubles. I also want to thank my friends here and abroad, Kuya Sean and Aaron of London, Raymond and JB of Taguig City, Jojo of Quezon City, Jay of Olongapo City, Kate of Eastern Samar, Jojo Ashser and Ate Alma of Canada, Rufino of Bulacan, Ate Hely and Marc of Caloocan City, Mark Lester of Catbalogan, James of Aklan, Kuya Tata of Davao City, Kuya Yuan of Laguna, Manong Russ of China, Jerome of Romblon, Kuya Josh of Misamis City, my other friends in Metro Manila, Rose and Gina of UP Diliman, Kuya Yel of San Juan, Mana Linda of Tacloban City, Kuya Matt of the United States, my spiritual leaders such as Ate Jean, Concepcion family, Ecija family, my church family, my Agape family, some employees and professors of UP Tacloban College, my teachers in both elementary and high school, our barangay captain, my barkadas, and even to complete strangers who became part of my life. I would also want to thank the entire Filipino people, through taxes paid to the government, for the scholarship I enjoyed for four years in UP Tacloban and just recently, to The David and Lucile Packard Foundation for awarding me a scholarship grant for my master’s study in the University of the Philippines Diliman, Quezon City. I am indebted to all these persons and institutions who over the years saw something in me that I could not myself see, and gave me their support in time, in prayer, in guidance, in mentoring and in providing financial needs. I made this list to encourage you, our dear graduates, that no matter how successful you will be in the future, don’t ever, and ever forget to thank those people around you.

Throughout the rest of your lives, Class of 2007, you are going to be at the top of a decision, ready to take risk and something might hold you back. This moment is critical! Assess your fears! Sometimes you delay action in fear of getting hurt or fear of hurting someone else. Be smart! However, if your hesitation derives from fear of the unknown future, remember: the moment you all were born, everything was new; emotional and physical discoveries were made every second, and they still are. Taking risks is part of your life. If you are afraid of the unknown, the solution is simple: make it known! It’s called “getting educated”. I’m not just talking about math, English, or science – but those are important too – I’m talking about understanding the world, the mechanics of it – the society itself – and understanding yourself: goals, values, what you stand for, what you want to get out of life, what makes you happy. Once you think all these things quickly though, reassess your risk. You go through this process everyday. Should I try to live on my own? Should I get married? Should I go to college? Should I take the risk? Is it worth it? In high school, there have been some obstacles, some trials, and some risks. But now they’re over, look back, reflect, remember, and move on. You’re ready, graduates of Class 2007, to venture into the real world.

As an alumnus of this school, it makes me feel wonderful to know that our teachers, alumni, and other people’s achievements and investment will result in a remarkable contribution to our communities. As Filipinos, you are called to serve this nation. I am hopeful that you will carry forward the values of care, justice and commitment as you take the next step of your lives. Your diploma will be your passport to another step in higher educational system. Remember this: each one of you is a bright explosion in the universe about to take off for a destination beyond Justimbaste – Remandaban National High School.

I want to end my commencement address today with this exhortation: “BE A SHOOTING STAR FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!” Dream, believe, survive!

Thank you so much and once again, congratulations, graduates of Class 2007! God bless us all!


***END***


my spirit craves for the mother nature

October 2, 2007
Tuesday, 8:30 P.M.


i seldom go online for the past few days because of my "raket" or part-time work... this is quite a good start in life, haha.. i am a person full of dreams in this life... and i know i am capable of realizing those dreams - with the aid of the Divine Providence, with my family, and friends...


God is teaching me a new thing: i have to wok harder, believing that it is He Himself who will provide everything I need according to His riches... i am becoming more independent from people.. i had encountered onslaughts in the past, and i think they were enough for me to realize important things in this heavy, burdensome world... if i would shout words loud enough off the air, it would be: "Enough of problems! Enough of trials! Enough of broken relationships! Enough! Enough! Enough!" i am doing my best anyway...


do i have to learn how to become numb? emotion-less person? a strong one at least as a facade of the reality? perhaps yes... yes.... yes... i think i have to do that.....................


my shoes, full of water.... that rain.. i hate that rain... i hate typhoon "hanna"... i hate her... i don't love her anymore, unlike before... when i was still an innocent child, of that far-flung barrio... in one of the corners of th Philippines....


do i have to return to the nature which nurture my soul, my inner being? my spirit craves for you, oh mother nature!



IN THE EYES OF UNFORTUNATE LITTLE CHILDREN

September 18, 2007
Wednesday, 9:00 P.M.


I just stayed on my room for the rest of the day on this particular day. I was a little bit tired because of the birthday celebration I attended the last night. But then I decided to go home on the evening. I took my ride from UP to Philcoa by jeep and then I waited for an aircon bus going to Pasay. Unfortunately, no aircon bus passed by for almost 30 minutes so I didn’t have any choice but to take an ordinary bus (which has no aircon). I left from Philcoa at about 7:00 P.M. As usual, there was a built up traffic from Philcoa to Pasay taking the EDSA route. To get away from being bored, I got my cellphone, tuned it to an FM station, and then I had just listened the music in my favorite FM station (guess what’s this station, lol).


The bus arrived at Pasay at around 9:00. I was so hungry that time so I went to a carinderia to buy some food to eat. In the table of this particular food stall, I saw four kids who, by judging on their physical appearance, are that of the street children. They were wearing rugged clothes, no slippers, and obviously hungry. The two of them were carrying styrofoams where there were leftovers and they were eating it. I felt compassion for them. I would be very guilty if I would not give them some food to eat. I asked the saleslady or the carenderia attendant to give them some food and I would be the one to pay for their expenses.


As these four kids were eating, there were some flashbacks that registered on my mind. I remembered myself many times starved from food, from clothing, and from the basic things that a child should have. Though I didn’t experienced being a street child, I experienced asking for help from people to the point that I seemed to be a beggar, crying in front of people whom I was asking for help. And most of the times, people just ignored me and left false hope on my heart. The faces of my two younger brothers suddenly appeared on my mind as if they were in front of me. I always keep on telling myself that as much as possible, I don’t want my younger brothers to experience what these kids are experiencing and the experiences I had gone through in the past. I have to do hard work for my brothers. I love them so much.


As I looked at these kids, I can’t help myself but to cry from my heart. Though no tears actually fall from my eyes (there were many people there, it’s a high way, and I don’t want to cry in public, hehehe), these two mirrors of light got tired seeing these kids. While they were eating, I saw the happiness on their eyes, on their actions, on their laughs. I asked each kid’s name and they politely told me their names and called me “Kuya”. They kept on thanking me. I let them felt comfortable in front of me, and we had a great conversation. I found out that they were just living under the LRT station and they’re living without their parents here in Manila for they came from the provinces except for the one kid. After they ate, they volunteered to clean up the table. They put the trash on the proper place. As they were about to leave, I told them to always take care of themselves. And they responded by saying, “Marami pong salamat Kuya sa pagkain. Ikaw din, Kuya, ingat. Ingat sa biyahe.” I was so happy to hear these words from them, not because I want to earn praise but I could see the simplicity of their personalities and the kindness of their hearts.


These things prompted me to think while riding on the bus from Pasay until I arrived home in Cavite. What kind of future will these four street children be waiting? Or is there any future for them after all if this is the scenario? How I wish I could have helped them more. How I wish our government could properly address this kind of problem. How I wish their parents are responsible enough to take good care of their children. How I wish there is no poverty in this world.


May we all have compassion for people who are starving from the basic necessities of life, who are thirsty for love and affection, and who are longing for a sense of belongingness. May we, who are more fortunate than others, be not judgmental, self-centered, and selfish.


Let God intervene and may we, His creations, be channels of blessings to these kinds of people around us, even in the simplest way we know.